Forgive Me Father For I Have Sinned

All those voices, all those comments
left me paranoid made me a monster
A monster which committed sins
and there can be no amends
Someone I loved I have killed

My Muse

She is my muse don’t ask me “why?”
There is tranquillity around her with
fireworks throwing radiance in the sky

In My Head

In my head
I see ruins, no more wars
A child sick of trying

Break These Locks

Break these locks
Free me from this cage
to feel the sunrays
unchained from this rage

Pain

Pain and suffering aren’t a curse but a gift to him ‘çause he could feel and share the pain in her eyes.

Autumn

Deeply crimson autumn leaves fell as she departed from me leaving me to hell.

Who am I?

Monster or Mentors, the truth not just an anagram. The dilemma if this monster is inside me or I am this monster?